I received a picture from my Aunt today of my cousin who passed away 2 months ago.Looking at this picture I can see the feeding tube in his stomach (he tried to cover it with a T- shirt),& the I V's in his arm. I look at this picture & it's tearing me apart to see how he suffered the last days, that he couldn't even fake a smile.He was only 2 years older then me & that scares me too. I know there is a reason why the Lord took him, that we should never question why, yet it really hurts. I miss him so much we did everything together growing up, I can't believe he is gone for good.

I'll never hear his jokes again, hear his laughter, have his big arms give me that big bear hug, or smell his ucky cigars.God bless you Clark, & I'll always love you.